a new beginning
September 5, 2008
blair bitch
Tags: anorexia, bulimia, eating disorder, ednos, starving
Ok now let’s try again..
I’m sick of hearing that whole shit like “starving yourself like this isn’t healthy”, “if you go on like that, you can proudly call yourself an anorexic” or “try to eat a little less instead of eating too much and purging afterwards”
You all have no idea how i feel. You have no idea what I’m going through and what i have been going through the last 5-6 years!
It’s long ago that I could refer to me as an anorexic. I actually have an eating disorder that can’t be specified no longer.
And hell if it was that easy to eat less instead of binging and purging, why wouldn’t I do it? Don’t you ever understand that this is a disease? It’s an addiction that is very hard to give up.
well that’s all i have to say right now… i hope you’re satisfied now!
I’m sorry…
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stringys | November 5, 2008 at 10:16
you know what i hate?
getting the courage to tell someone, then being told ‘your not that thin! i mean your the skinniest person i know but you arent all bones!’
or ‘just dont binge!’
‘eat!’